BOOK 5 CHAPTER 1
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`But I cant give up ly. `It seems to me o be beautiful and good, and er tisfied til our feelings are deadened? I deligures - I long to be able to paint sucrive and strive, and cant produce . t is pain to me, and alil my faculties lose tated a little, and t ot iful in it - I have lived.
`O P feel so. But began to beat ent.
`ell, turning quickly round and fixing reatingly on ented to live, if you me see you sometimes. ted, o me. And if I could only see you no me talk to you a little, and s you cared for me - and t o be glad of life.
`But eringly. (Could s speak to erest to vary t erest before it came.)
`If you me see you imes - ented if it could injure no ones en my life. Besides-- P on, ive astuteness of love at one-and-ty, `if ty beto us, ry and quenc by our friends by our influence on bot bring about a , if I could kno t believe ty in my orary.
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